CHApter 14 (continued)

Posted: June 13, 2014 in Uncategorized


It’s that moment just before you lose all hope – that miracles happen. It’s not the whip of a magic wand , but the look in a lovers eye – Farnaz (Transformation) 

My question was answered just then, as came back into the kitchen with his laptop in his hands and set it up. “OK” he said. “If you are ready to try this then we better do it properly”. He typed ‘uterine detachment- full term pregnancy’ into the search engine. My heart did a backflip as his fingers hit the keys. This is happening, I thought. He does want it as much as I do. Tentitively, he looked at me and that is when I saw my own need for this, mirrored in his eyes.   As his lap top registered 55000 hits for uterine detachment, I realized that this was the moment I had been waiting for, for almost a year. I reached out and touched his hand, this time instead of pulling away, he squeezed it. We were finally on track, pulling into the station and heading in the same direction.   When my tummy rumbled, I realized that we hadn’t eaten supper after all. It seemed I had cooked that meal in a different lifetime. My hunger for food could wait. There was a need even more important that needed to be satisfied. The next hour was spent in searching for specialist gynaecologists and pros and cons of treatment. When we did eventually try to eat supper, I could hardly taste anything. Every spare neuron in my brain was concentrating in that moment, memorizing facts and new information but mostly my brain was try to commit to memory the moments that I hoped would change our life forever.

  1. Mp says:

    Great blog….I’m so loving it! Can’t wait for the next post!

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